Roger's Mind Presents: Chapter 1.- ''Meltodown!''

And everyday is the same, he realized while he was crying on the bed, every illusion that is feed by that person is insanely broken, smashed and torn into pieces of unborn happiness.

He wish he could stop thinking about it... ''I can't, I can't!!'' he said while he was on his knees, nobody can understand that feeling, even that person that have become a scar in his life, someone he'll never forget.
That person doesn't have the most minute idea of what's going on, that person just wrote a whole new chapter in his life, ''Welcome to my book'' he said out loud... he's afraid to close it... but he's way more afraid to keep writing it.

They told him that this is life, and pain is just a simple compromise, like the song... he realized that is just a misguided ghost, traveling endlessly... Who can he rely on? That's the question he has always wonder... ''I thought that person will be the one...'' he said, ''I still have my hopes so high'' he said naively.

''Why you can't understand? I love you and you are the person I care the most! Why you feel like I felt for you? desserted! confused! lonely! betrayed! unloved! uncared! YOU DONT HAVE A FUCKING IDEA OF HOW I FUCKING FEEL EVERYDAY!!!'' He screamed to the wind...

He only knows that he must keep living, the trick is keep breathing ''I know I'm not figting for nothing, there's a prize at the end... I made you a promise and I'm not breaking it... maybe I'm way so masochist, but I'll be with you forever & always... I'll follow you at the end of the world if it's necessary though I'd die... in all my spite... I can't say no to you, although you can show me something real'' he cried all away...

This cannot be the end of the journey...